ok so yesterday ..well the past couple of weeks since spring break i been talking to this one guy , i known him for 2 years because i went with his best friend ..right . and he hit me up on facebook and asked me for my number so we could reconnet , so i gave it to him and ever since we been talkin on the phone non stop. he caught strong feelins for mi but i dont know if i should believe him or not . he says he love me and how he wish blahhh blahh ! . anyways he kinda threw me off track starting this week off ( monday ) and the other weeks because i dont wanna be rude and say i have to go when we are in a good convosation so he knows i work out and i am trying to get back in shape . i told you guys i am gettting in shape for me and i am i dont see the point of getting in shape for no one else , just for me . so i will lose my extgra pounds and drop to about 160 where i was when i was about 6 or 8 i think , and i started gaining weight when i came to america , no lie AMERICA IS FAT ! lol . cant blame em' tho . so what i am going to do is start off my week right on this tuesday , So i just wanted to tell you guys how i am feeling and , right now at the moment my granddma made some fish and dumpling ( Jamaican Dish ) and i ate it , but know i feel fat and i think that how i always look at it my friends tell me i am fine but i know i feel fat and im tired of not being able to find my size in jeans yes my but is wide and bigg , but i wish is was like niki's lol anyways , i wear a size 16 and i want that number to be atleast half *8 or 9 . or even a 12 , but anyways my next post in like 5 minutes or so will be about the workout that i am going to do . so TTYL. :)
-Baddie2011 .